and it won't be a secret for much longer...
This may sound really weird to a lot of people, but I thought I would share my problem to the readers.
I don't like calling people on the telephone
and
I don't like ordering food from a drive-thru
I get really nervous or anxious about picking up the phone and calling people. The only person I don't have a problem calling is D.
We don't eat fast food very often now that we're coming up on 6 months to the wedding, but if we do I don't want to drive---when I do drive, my heart begins to race, but I get through it.
I suffer from a bit of anxiety when it comes to these two activities, but thanks to D's help I don't let it control me--he encourages me to do drive to help me overcome my nervousness. I just have to push myself to get through it.
So this may answer questions my friends may have as to why I don't call as often as I should. :\