Years of education & no career

High school diploma

Bachelor's degree in Psychology

Master's degree in Marriage and Family Therapy

(from kinder to graduate school--a total of 20 years of schooling)

and what do I have to show for it? Not.a.damn.thing.

Well I guess I have the education and those pieces of paper that show I've accomplished something in my 31 years of life.

Frustration, Anger, Embarrassment, Guilt are just some of the feelings I'm having right now.

I'm currently unemployed and haven been for quite some time. It's nobody's fault, but my own. I have a love/hate relationship with the field I chose to get into. I find myself wondering how I got here.

My mother says she's proud of me and I wonder why. How could you be proud of me? What have I done to make you proud?

For now I've given up on the idea of having a career and I'm just looking for a J-O-B. Why am I not getting any call backs? Is it because I'm "over-qualified" or is it just because I haven't worked in a few years or is both? Ugh. Either way it sucks!

Okay. I'm done whining. Time to put my big girl panties on and continue to send my resume out. This girl was not made to be a housewife!

My love for owls

Or maybe it's an obsession. :)

My love for owls first began when I was a little girl. These owls belonged to my grandma and she saw that I loved them so much she gave them to my mom and my mom recently passed them down to me. I used to call them "grama grama" and every night before I went to bed I had to give them a kiss.

I have notepads around the house with owls on the them.

My mama bought me these cute amigurumi (the Japanese art of knitting or crocheting small stuffed animals) owls.

and this super cute photo album.

And I recently bought an owl catchall. Love it!

Now I have my own catchall. :)

This used to be Dan's grandpa's catchall. Dan now puts his wedding band around the tail. Cute huh?

I now frequent this blog and go crazy over the stuff she shares. If money were no object I would buy everything!

Getting in touch with my Hispanic roots

One day I hope to be able to speak Spanish fluently. I know a lot of food-related words in Spanish and can say whether we are eating at the restaurant (por aqui) or taking it to go (para llevar). I'm also learning how to read and comprehend Spanish.

Until I can speak Spanish, I'll make yummy dishes to stay connected to my roots. :D

I've made several Mexican dishes (carne guisada, chile con carne and caldo de res). I've made flour tortillas, but I really wanted to try my hand at corn tortillas.

On New Year's Day, Dan made carnitas (little meats) de (of) pato (duck), rice, beans and my mom and I made corn tortillas. We also made salsa. Yum! Talk about a delicious way to ring in the New Year. :)

We bought fresh ground corn masa (dough).

Roll Masa into balls and let them rest

Place the tortilla ball on top of a piece of plastic on the tortilla press

Put the other piece of plastic on top of the tortilla ball and press handle down

Apply a bit of pressure to ensure ball is spreading

Release handle, lift tortilla press and see your perfect raw tortilla

Carefully peel off tortilla and throw on a warm comal (griddle)

2 Different Salsas (1 Tomatillo & 1 Pico de Gallo)

Carnitas de Pato (Duck)

Now be honest, how many of you out there didn't know I was Hispanic (Mexican)? :D

And the Award for the Best Pound Cake Ever Goes To...

Elvis Presley's Favorite Pound Cake!

Would you love to try this delicious dessert? Go to Elvis Presley's Favorite Pound Cake .

A great pairing for this delicious pound cake is Thomas Keller's Pear w/ Vanilla Bean Compote. This was one of the gifts in the gift basket. It won't disappoint. :)

I don't feel like typing out the full recipe so I copy & pasted it below, courtesy of http://www.eating-sf.com/2010/01/vanilla-bean-pear-compotesundae.html

Vanilla Bean Pear Compote
recipe adapted from Thomas Keller's Ad Hoc at Home

2 pounds of Comice pears, peeled, cored and sliced into 1/2 inch thick slices
2 cups of Sauvignon Blanc (or other dry white wine)
1/2 cup of sugar
2 cloves
1 vanilla bean

1. In a large pot, combine the wine, sugar and cloves.
2. Split the vanilla bean in half and scrape the seeds into the mixture. Add in the pod itself.
3. Bring to a boil over medium heat, stirring until the sugar dissolves, then add the pear slices.
4. Add enough water to cover the pears, and dial the heat down a notch. Cook for about 15-20 minutes, until the pears are translucent and can easily be pierced with a fork.
5. Remove the pears from the mixture using a slotted spoon and place into a large container with a tight seal.

6. Bring the liquid to a boil and cook until it is reduced to about 1/2 cup (it should be the consistency of a syrup). Pour the syrup over the pears and place the vanilla bean pod into the container. Throw away the cloves. Refrigerate for up to one month.

Homemade Christmas Gifts

Like a lot of people we were on a budget this year when it came to Christmas gifts.

We decided it was best to do a family gift basket that was filled with all kinds of yummy goodies.

Here's what everyone had in their basket:

Pear and Vanilla Bean Compote

Onion-Bacon Marmalade

Chimichurri Rub

Apple Butter

Cream Soda Syrup

A handmade ornament

Holiday Spiced Sugar

Candied Pecans (spiced with honey and fleur de sel)

Sugar Palmiers

Cranberry-Pistachio Cornmeal Biscotti

Chewy Chocolate Gingerbread Cookies

Homemade Country Loaf

Dan’s Secret BBQ sauce

Making gifts this year ended up saving us a lot of money, but it was also a lot of work and took up a lot of time so who knows if we'll be going the homemade route again. :)

Finders Keepers!

During the holidays my sister-in-law had her schnauzer,Izzy, at the farmhouse and one of our kids decided they wanted to take something that didn't belong to them. :)

You should know that Sissy & Baby do not care for rawhides unless they have already been chewed up by another dog (in other words they don't like to do the work to get to the good, soft part).

I've uploaded 3 videos:

Sissy with her new rawhide.

Baby Dan got another one from Izzy.

Sissy in the safety of her own home w/her rawhide.

Thank you, Izzy. :)

Saying Goodbye to 2010

2010 definitely had its highs and lows.

Some of the best parts of 2010 were Dan's first feature film being made and getting to see my girlfriends (Kirsten, Amber, Dani, Janine, Lisa and Shelby)!

I know 2011 will bring more ups than downs. :) But I'll say this, as long as I have my amazing husband by my side, great parents, 2 precious chihuahuas and wonderful girlfriends in my life every year will be fabulous.

Wishing each and every one of you a very Happy New Year!

Handmade Ornaments

I wanted to try my hand at making Christmas ornaments this year. I used plain ceramic ornaments (on sale at Michaels for about 60 cents), scrapbook paper, pictures, stickers and mod podge. :)

Our little personalized Christmas tree.

I just love my new ornaments!

The back of the ornaments.

This year we have decided to give handmade and homemade gifts for Christmas.

Dan and I (yes, I'll be assisting) will be making/baking all kinds of yummy goodies.

I made each family an ornament.

This crafty project was easy, inexpensive and they turned out oh so fabulous.

Go out and make your own ornaments!

Too much computer time?

Some seem to think so.

"Come on, Mom. Let's snuggle."

Holiday Card Craftiness

This year I wanted to make my own Holiday Cards. I made a little over 50 of them. And every single card is different. I'm happy with the way they turned out although I must say it was a lot of work!

I absolutely LOVED making them! I really didn't think I would love it as much as I did, but once I was done I found myself still thinking about making more and couldn't put the paper down. I just may have found my calling. :D